Saturday, July 14, 2007

remember the first day im distributed to a specfic class for chinese, my name was called out to go to tt certain class. suddenly, a hand stretched over and grabbed mine. it was a girl's hand. before i could react, i was in the queue of another chinese class. i turned over and saw tt girl.

"why did you pull me here?" i asked.
"i dont know." the girl giggled.

this was how we met. we got to know each other more. we promised to be each other's best friend from then on.

just like any other friends, we had disagreement, unhappiness, quarrels. but still, best friend. until we both got into different secondary school, we stopped contacting each other.. i nv once forgotten her then.

i was still thinking of her last week. wondering how is she? how did she do for her O levels? has she moved house? if she had, where is she living now? is her house number still the same? or maybe she had changed them?

until yesterday, kinonn nudged me in msn with another participant in the conversation. her nick was angelawong. i tot who it was.

"hey! emilene! its me.. rui hong! rmb ma?"

OH MY GOD.. i tot. i was really happy.. trust me. really.. haha. believe it or not rui hong, i could imagine ur voice calling out for me. i still rmb ur voice k.. haha. i wonder if it had changed la. but i doubt so..

im still looking out for another of my long lost friend.. i wonder how is he now.. nodoubt, tt person is a he. we were in the same kindergarden when im still living at wampoh drive. we walk home tgt everyday cos our blk is just beside each other. talked on phone when free. i rmbed he even tried to throw cococrunch to me from his blk. lol. i moved house at mid of k2. was sad then. i promised to call him once i reach my new house. haha. but as years passed, we lost contact.. oh well, if its meant to be, we will meet one day. :)
dont worry k honey. any sisters of mine can see how deep my love for you is. he is just my first best friend. i love you n you know tt. :)

talking bout friends. i wanted to act as if i nv saw or heard anything. but i cant seem to do it anymore. is there any misunderstanding inbetween? nth is wrong with being a lesbian? what i saw is all of u ppl lookin at us first whenever we walk pass u all. or did we passed any wrong message to u ppl in e first place? what i know is we did nth. the past matter is over. so y still hold grudge? whats with the 'who got who big' thing. stop these pls.
shou xin shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou. i guess no one cares bout my words anyway.. :'(

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